Luhan thinks he's annoying, and maybe he is, just a little. He talks too much, laughs too loud, and he's all over the place. Sometimes, he really wonders why Yixing is still with him, but every times he asks, Yixing would only laugh.
It's not like like Luhan is putting himself down or thinks too highly of Yixing, it's just that Yixing is, well, Yixing. He's calm and collected; he doesn't gossip like Luhan does, he's observant, and sensitive. Much different from Luhan. Yet, somehow, he's still manage to stay with Luhan through 3 years and it makes Luhan wonders if there's anything secretly wrong with Yixing; but that can't be, Luhan knows Yixing inside out and he's pretty sure Yixing's normal.
"What is it Luhan?" Yixing finally asks when he feels like Luhan has been staring at him for too long. It's a Saturday night, Yixing is surfing the web while Luhan is lounging on their bed a few feet away. Yixing's pretty sure he's not doing anything interesting enough for Luhan to be staring at him for that long (it's been 20 minutes, Yixing notices).
"Nothing" Luhan shrugs but Yixing is not convinced because there's always something with Luhan.
Sighing, Yixing turns off his laptop, and decides to join Luhan on their cozy bed. He hops on top of Luhan but careful enough not to hurt him with his weights (he's not that heavy anyway). Luhan doesn't laugh or giggle like he usually does, he has a pouty face, and that's definitely not normal.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Yixing sounds concern as he cups Luhan's face in his hands, still sitting on Luhan's laps.
"Nothing" Luhan mumbles, eyes blinking before looking down to avoid Yixing's own, in which only makes the younger male frowns.
"Xiaolu, seriously. What's wrong?" Yixing's voice is firm this time. And Luhan knows he won't be able to change the subject because once Yixing wants to know something, he'll get his information eventually.
Luhan sighs, still looking down as his hands involuntarily reaches for the hem of Yixing's shirt, and plays with it. "It's just - I was just wondering why you're still with me" He whispers the last part soft enough so that Yixing has a hard time hearing.
"Could you repeat that?"
Luhan lets out a loud huff, his cheeks puffing out of frustration. He hates it when people asks him to repeat things, but he can't really blame Yixing this time.
"I said, i was just wondering why you're still with me" He says more clearly this time, arms now crossed at his chest, and his eyes are still not meeting Yixing's.
It's been 5 seconds and Yixing hasn't said a thing, Luhan chews on his bottom lips nervously as he finally connects his gaze with Yixing's only the find his boyfriend glaring at him. Yixing's hands are no longer on his face.
"Lu, have you been thinking again?" Yixing cocks a brow, then his eyes narrowed as he stares at Luhan. When Luhan frowns, Yixing decides to go on. "How many times have i told you to stop doing that?"
Luhan opens his mouth to say something but Yixing cuts him short, "You know you always over-think stuffs and begins worrying over stupid shit - like right now. Didn't i tell you to keep yourself busy?"
Luhan pouts. Shouldn't Yixing be comforting him instead of scolding him? Luhan feels like a child.
"And i told you already. You're crazy and i'm boring, we balance each other out" Yixing is not boring.
"But you're you, and i'm me. And we're just - i don't know ... Don't you get sick of me or something?" Luhan blinks, and he looks so innocent (but of course he's anything but that).
Instead of a No, sweetie, of course not from Yixing, he gets a flick on his forehead instead.
"No, you know i don't. Stop over-thinking, those kind of shits are bad" Yixing doesn't normally curse, so Luhan figures he must have been angry.
"But -" Luhan gets cut off by Yixing's slightly chapped lips (it's annoys him how lazy Yixing is when it comes to taking care of his lips).
"You think too much. Just remember that I love you, and stop thinking that i deserve better because that's impossible when you're the best for me. But i have to let you know that i really hate you right now for making me say these cheesy stuffs" Yixing says when he pulls away, he can see Luhan's lips slowly curving into a smile but there's still a small hint of doubt in his eyes.
Yixing sighs once again because sometimes Luhan is just so hard to convince. "Looks like i have to keep you busy tonight" He smirks and takes Luhan's lips once more.
Luhan is a bit hesitant but he kisses back anyway. Who is he to deny Yixing's lips and tongue? He feels Yixing's hands in his hair, tugging at them, pulling their bodies closer together. Luhan has his arms wrapped around Yixing's hips, and he lets Yixing takes charge (because Yixing is hot when he does that).
Luhan audibly whines when Yixing pulls back, it's kinda embarrassing because he fucking whined. Yixing probably thinks he's needy, and maybe he'll get sick of Luhan now. The older male looks at his lover through his lashes, his lips slightly purse as he tries to pull Yixing back by grabbing the front of his shirt.
It's like Yixing can tell what Luhan's thinking because he rests his forehead against Luhan's and chuckles. "I guess you need more distraction?" from over-thinking, that is.
Luhan nods, "Yes, please"
Yixing grins before pushing Luhan down onto the bed, and begins ravishing Luhan's needy lips. Needless to say, Yixing is rather good at distracting because he has Luhan moaning all night, and he's pretty sure Luhan doesn't have the time to be over-thinking again.
DATE:Tuesday, April 9, 2013
TIME:{2:35 PM}
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