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This isn't love - Chenris
"S-stop K-kris ... W-what are you doing" He gasps, fingers clawing Kris's clothed chest as he squirms uncomfortably. Using all his might to kick Kris but it's like the leader suddenly becomes some kind of super hero (or in this case, super villain) with the crazy amount of power and Jongdae is terrified.
"H-hyung s-stop!" He cries when the blonde sucks hungrily at his neck, licking, and kissing like he's never done so before. His hands gripping tight onto Jongdae's hips, which is most likely creating unwanted bruises on Jongdae's milky skin. Jongdae has never felt so scared, betrayed and disgusted in his entire life. This is Kris, his leader. Someone who is supposed to look out and protect him, not harassing him in the middle of the day when other members are out.
"P-please stop" He chokes on his own tears and he feels somewhat relief when Kris steps back a little. But the intensity in Kris's eyes tell him that it's not over and it may be even worse. Crying, Jongdae tries to make a run for it but he must have been so naive to think he can actually outrun Kris. It doesn't take a minute for him to be yanked back up against the wall, trapped in between Kris's long arms.
"H-hyung plea -" Jongdae pleads, his voice tiny and weak. It makes him look a little pathetic.
"Shut up"
Jongdae flinches from the sudden growl coming from Kris. The Chinese male has a fierce look on his face and his eyes strain on Jongdae, like he's ready to eat him up and that's probably what he's planning to do. The bangs falling to his eyes make him seems even more intimidating. Jongdae fidgets under the intense gaze and he has never truly felt so scared and alone. It's like Kris just turns into a different person. Someone Jongdae doesn't know.
"I've had with you" Kris grumbles, hands slamming onto the space on the wall beside Jongdae's head, making the smaller male jumps in shock. His eyes knitted together and his face is too close to Jongdae. His minty breath ghosting over Jongdae's lips and Jongdae lets out a whimper. He can actually hear his own heart beating and all he wants to do is run, getting away from Kris because Jongdae comes to a conclusion that Kris's going crazy.
"Walking around shaking that ass of yours like it's no one's business, acting all cute and adorable. I'm sick of it, you're fucking doing it on purpose aren't you?" Kris hisses, his voice only gets louder and Jongdae's tears are rolling uncontrollably. He feels like he's shrinking and he's praying that one of his members would come back home and rescue him but fat chance. They only left 20 minutes ago.
"You want to fucking tease me, don't you?" Jongdae blinks, his eyes are wide open and he's extremely confused because he doesn't even know what Kris is talking about. All these times he's been him, just Jongdae. He doesn't even realize that he's been "acting cute and adorable" or "shaking his ass like it's no one's business". He truly thinks Kris is fucking crazy and delusional.
"H-hyung" Jongdae chews on his bottom lips unconsciously, something he does when he's anxious or scared, but that seems to set Kris off somehow because he's grunting and punching the wall next to Jongdae.
"I'm gonna teach you a fucking lesson" Kris's lips are ghosting over his own and Jongdae shuts his eyes tight, turning his head sideways so their lips won't actually touch but Kris is already gripping on his chin and turning his head back to face him.
"Look at me when i'm talking to you" Jongdae can see Kris grinding his teeth, his eyes darken just as he leans in and claims Jongdae's slightly chapped lips. Kris's kisses are so angry and forceful, the grip on Jongdae's chin is starting to hurt him. Jongdae squirms, his hands form into fists as he repeatedly hitting against Kris's chest, struggling to get free but that only makes Kris kiss him harder. Jongdae winces as Kris pushes him back further, his head slamming against the hard wall and his face is wet with tears. Feeling Kris's tongue licking against his lips, Jongdae clamps them tight, moving his head as if trying to break the kiss but Kris isn't going to let it happen anytime soon. He's completely helpless as Kris holds onto his face and forces his tongue through Jongdae's shut lips, but Jongdae isn't going to give in without a fight. So out of instinct, he opens them up slightly only to bite hard on Kris's lower lips, earning a loud bark from the other.
"Fuck!" Kris cusses as he finally pulls away, swiping a finger over his lips to make sure it's not bleeding and Jongdae sees this as an opportunity to escape but he can only runs so far when he's dragged backward by his pants and lands on the cold ground with a loud thud.
Kris is now hovering on top of him, lips twitching into a smirk as he leans down to Jongdae, letting their foreheads touch. Jongdae thinks he just made the biggest mistake of his life.
"You want to play rough?" The tone of Kris's voice is deadly and Jongdae's shaking underneath. "Fine. I'll play rough"
The next thing he knows he's being hauled into their shared bedroom and thrown onto his bed carelessly. Jongdae sobs and tries to cover his body with his hands like would help as he watches Kris locking the door. He hears Kris clicking his tongue as he discards his own t-shit and unbuttons his pants and slowly approaches Jongdae. Kris looks so much like the hunter eyeing his prey, in this case it's Jongdae.
The main vocalist scoots closer to the corner of wall and uses his blankets and pillows to shield himself, he swears he saw Kris smirking at his attempt . And then Kris is on his bed, he's snatching away the closest things Jongdae has to protection, throwing them on the floor nonchalantly. He glares at Jongdae like he's some kind of treasure. It would be flattering but it really isn't.
Jongdae shakes his head, the tears won't stop flowing and he's begging Kris to stop, promising he won't tell anyone if Kris would just let him go but the leader reply with sarcastic chuckle before fixing his eyes onto Jongdae's face, then down at Jongdae's body. He's a little skinny and bony but that's exactly what Kris likes. Jongdae wouldn't believe how many times Kris actually fantasizes over his body.
"You're cute if you think i'd let you go after everything you've done to me" Kris licks his lips and crawls closer to Jongdae; like a lion waiting for the right time to jump on its victim.
"But i haven't -" Jongdae squeaks just as his legs are being pulled and now he's lying on his back with Kris right on top of him, much like the position they were in earlier. His lips quiver, eyes blinking away the tears as Kris touches his chest, and trails his fingers down to Jongdae's stomach teasingly. He hears Kris moans and compliments him, telling him how beautiful he is but it makes him wants to hurl.
"Fuck. You have no idea how much i love you Jongdae-ah" Kris announces, dipping his head down to kiss all over Jongdae's flesh, ravishing him slowly because they got time. He drags his tongue and teeth here and there, like he's marking his territory. He smirks slightly as he moves to Jongdae's perky nipples and licks one of them, one hand playing with Jongdae's other nipple.
Jongdae bites his lips and shakes his head. "Y-you don't love me!" His voice trembles. "I-if you do you wouldn't do this"
Kris stops what he was doing for moment and sits up on his knees, straddling Jongdae's hips. His cold eyes send shivers down Jongdae's spine and makes the hair in the back of his neck stands up. His hands curling into fists and he looks angry.
"Wrong! I love you so much that's why i have to do this!" Kris snarls. He watches Jongdae cries beneath him and leans down to suck his collarbone, creating a mark there while his hands roaming freely around Jongdae's body. Like it's all his to touch.
"I-i don't want this. P-please" Jongdae wails, trying desperately to pry Kris off but maybe it's better if he just stop because Kris is just so much stronger than him.
"You will, soon enough" Kris whispers against Jongdae's ears and Jongdae really wants to punch him in the face and maybe knock some sense into him if he has any strength to do so because, no, Jongdae will never want this. His first time shouldn't be like this, it should be with someone he loves not with some delusional fucker. He shouldn't be forced into this, no one should. For the first time in his life, Jongdae actually hates someone. Genuinely hates.
Jongdae knows there's no more hope for him when Kris strips off the last piece of his clothing along with his dignities, leaving him bare and naked on his own bed. His skin demolished by the nasty marks that Kris left. His eyes no longer contains any emotions as Kris spreads his legs apart, fingers running along Jongdae's thighs playfully while he's admiring what is about to be his. Except Jongdae will never be his.
"I would prep you but since you like it rough, i decide not to" Kris sneers and Jongdae lost all his will to fight back.
His face is blank even when he feels the tip of Kris's cock at his entrance, pushing through his tight hole and Jongdae refuses to make a noise. He remains mute even when his hole is burning due to the lack of lube as Kris slides his cock in and out, he would cry if he has any tears left. He feels Kris kissing his jawline and nips on them harshly but Jongdae does nothing. And then Kris is gripping onto his thighs and pounding into him mindlessly like a wild animal while mumbling something like "I love you" and Jongdae would scoff if he even cares, but he doesn't. It should hurt because Kris is so rough on him but Jongdae is too emotionally numb to even feel the pain. And then Kris is kissing his lips sloppily, abusing his already abused lips and Jongdae thinks it's very disgusting. His lips should only be reserved for the person he loves but it's all gone now. Jongdae doesn't care. Not anymore. Not even when Kris releases his load into him. Not when the hot and sticky substance leaks out of his hole. Not when Kris whispers an i love you before falling asleep next to him, wrapping his arms around Jongdae like he didn't just rape him. And Jongdae thinks ...
This isn't love.
DATE:Saturday, February 9, 2013
TIME:{2:11 AM }
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