What they were doing was wrong. Kris knew it. Yixing knew it. They both knew it, but it couldn't be helped. It all started with just innocent rants and friendly comforts, slowly it led to something that they both didn't expect and couldn't seem to stop themselves. It was wrong, yet it felt so right.
They were in love, so what was wrong about it? Kris was in a relationship with Chanyeol while Yixing had a thing going with Suho. They tried staying away from each other but they always find a way into the other's arms in the middle of the night. One of the reason why Yixing said he refers to sleep in the living room. He said it was just supposed to give him different dreams but it was just an excuse, an excuse to get closer to Kris without anyone knowing.
It was roughly four months ago when Yixing found himself crying in Kris's arm because he supposedly missed Suho, Kris understood because he, himself also missed Chanyeol. That night, tears were pouring, comforting words were exchanged and when it was time to pull away, they both felt something. Before any of them could say anything, their lips found each other and they knew they were in too deep.
"This is wrong ..." Yixing murmured, snuggling closer to the warmth of Kris's arm as they lay on the ground with blankets wrapped around them. The older male hummed and wrapped his arms around Yixing, "I know"
"We shouldn't do this anymore ..." Yixing whispered, his hand playing with the collar of Kris's shirt while he took in Kris's scent. It was soothing.
Kris blinked and stroked Yixing's hair, "I know" Kris said and they both stared into each other's eyes. It only took a few seconds before Kris pulled their bodies together and claimed Yixing's lips. Yixing didn't protest.
"Do you want to stop?" Kris asked softly after he released Yixing's lip and he looked into Yixing's eyes with anticipation.
The younger man bit hit lips and caressed Kris's cheek with the back of his hand, "You know i don't"
"I don't either" Kris smiled weakly before pulling their heads closer to each other, "I love you Yixing"
"I love you too"
The sounds of their cell phones broke the intimate moment. They both glanced at each other before pressing the accept button.
"Hey Yeollie"
"Hey Suho"
Their eyes never left each other as they listened to their lovers talking on the other line. It was so wrong but they couldn't get out. It was like they signed a binding contract the moment they kissed for the first time and there was no way of breaking it. The guilt is one of the price they need to pay.
"I miss you too" They both said at the same time before hanging up the phone.
Yixing paused for a moment as if he was in deep thought before snuggling closer to Kris's chest. He sighed when the leader rested his chin on his head.
"I feel horrible"
"Me too" Kris whispered, his hand moved from Yixing's waist to his face, caressing it slightly, "You should sleep. Let's deal with it tomorrow" He said, even though he knew they wouldn't.
Yixing nodded and smiled a little when he felt Kris's lips pressed against his once more. It was like the guilt just disappeared, "Uhm..."
They both fell asleep shortly after, knowing that nothing will ever change. They were being unfaithful but it didn't seemed to matter. Nothing really mattered the moment their bodies found each other and the way their lips craved for one another. Nothing mattered as long as they still have each other. At this moment, they didn't want to think too much, just go with the flow and accept whatever the future has this store for them.
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It's really short, i know just kinda have to let it out i guess.
I am in no way support/Okay with cheating but eh ...
I feel bad for Suho and Chanyeol lol I should make them cheat on Kray too or something. LOL jk