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Mine only - Xiuchen
"Hyungie~ Will you watch Titanic with me?" That was Jongdae, asking Minseok while looking at him with eyes filled with anticipations.
"Er..." Minseok hesitated. He never really liked romantic movies, it was more of a Tao's thing, he was more into actions despite his cute look. Minseok was about to decline when Jongdae blinked innocently, his lips quivered a little and he let out a small "Please". Minseok was defeated.
"Alright"
"Yes!" Jongdae cheered, pulling Minseok down next to him on the couch and placing his head on Minseok's shoulder. Minseok looked at him weirdly but decided not to ask.
It was only during half the movie that Tao came out from his room, whining and pouting because his hyungs didn't invite him, knowing how much Tao loves romantic movies. Tao decided to join them and earned himself a few glares from Jongdae but Tao didn't notice.
"Hyungie~ Will you go get ice cream with me?" Jongdae suddenly looked up and asked Minseok in a whiny tone that surprised Minseok a little.
"Right now?" He asked and Jongdae nodded. Minseok frowned, glancing at the T.V then back at Jongdae, "But the movie is not over"
"It's boring anyway, you don't like it either so why bother?" Jongdae had a point. Minseok wanted to flee earlier if it wasn't for Jongdae holding onto him so tightly. So he let out a sigh, "Alright"
"Ice cream? Can i come too?" Tao perked up and Jongdae cringed in annoyance. He was about to make some lame excuses but Minseok already accepted. Jongdae glared at Tao while the youngest danced around happily.
On their way back to the dorm after getting ice cream, Jongdae had plotted so many ways to smother Tao in his sleep. He would roll his eyes whenever Tao touched Minseok or tell some lame jokes and then he would go back to plotting and tuned the other two out.
When they got back to the dorm, they were greeted with an eager Luhan with a soccer ball in his hand. Jongdae inwardly whined, he knew what this would lead to.
"Baozi Bazi, let's go play soccer!" Luhan chirped excitedly and Minseok laughed, nodding his head as in to say yes.
Jongdae's nose scrunched up at the nickname, not because it was bad but because it was so damn adorable and it fits Minseok perfectly but because it was a name that Luhan came up with instead of him.
"I want to come too!" Jongdae spoke up suddenly and everyone looked at him in surprised. Jongdae wasn't into soccer like Luhan and Minseok were, he wasn't really into sport in the first place. So it came as a surprise when he wanted to go. But no one really had a problem with that so they agreed.
Jongdae absolutely hated this, he hated soccer so much. He sweated like crazy, his clothes were dirty, and he smelt like crap. Not to mention his legs hurt from running, he didn't understand why Minseok and Luhan enjoyed soccer so much, it's obviously really tiring.
"You okay Jongdae?" Minseok ran up to him, he was also sweating like crazy, his clothes were just as dirty as Jongdae's except he didn't smell like crap. Or at least according to Jongdae anyways.
"Yeah" Jongdae managed to say in between his breath, "I'm fine hyung"
"You look really worn out, maybe you should take a rest" Luhan said out of no where. Jongdae was so focused on Minseok that he never saw Luhan coming, but now that Luhan was standing in front of him, Jongdae suddenly felt annoyed.
And let you hang out with Minseok hyung alone? No way. He thought bitterly.
"I'm fine"
Minseok frowned and patted Jongdae's back, "Luhan's right Jongdae, just sit down and rest for a while. We wouldn't want to have to carry you back to the dorm later" He laughed and Luhan joined in. Jongdae pouted but listened, he didn't want to but he also didn't want to go against Minseok's order either.
"Does Jongdae seems a little weird to you?" Minseok asked after he and Luhan were out in the middle of the field. Luhan looked at him and shrugged, "He's always weird" They both burst out laughing and didn't notice the dagger glares coming from Jongdae.
When they got home that evening, all three were tired and sleepy but they had to shower. Jongdae's eyes lit up at the thought of showering and he clung onto Minseok's arm, causing the eldest to stumbled slightly.
"Minseok hyung! Shower with me!"
Caught off guard by Jongdae's sudden request, Minseok's cheeks grew slightly pink and he stuttered, "W-why?"
Jongdae shrugged, "Save time"
"I-it's alright, you can just shower first"
Jongdae let go of Minseok's arm and pouted, looking down at his dirty shoes as he mumbled, "You would do it with Luhan hyung ... sometimes even Tao ... but you won't with me?"
Minseok stood there stunned with the way Jongdae was acting. Luhan raised a brow at him and mouthed, "Definitely weird"
"That's fine then ..." Jongdae muttered quietly as he walked away, still looking down at the floor with a frown on his face. Minseok sighed, Jongdae had successful guilt-tripped him.
"Wait Jongdae, i'll shower with you"
Jongdae was content, he couldn't stop smiling the whole time. Minseok felt happy too because he made Jongdae smile and he found Jongdae to be really childish but adorable at the same time. That night, Jongdae was still selfish and he wanted to be near Minseok again. So he sneaked into Minseok's room and stood by his bedside.
"Hyung ..." He spoke softly, not wanting to wake Tao up.
"Hm ..." Minseok replied sleepily.
"Can i sleep with you tonight?"
Minseok paused for a moment before humming a response. He was too tired and sleepy to ask why so he just scooted close to the wall and made room for Jongdae to come in. Jongdae giggled excitedly and snuggled up to Minseok's body, feeling his warmth.
The rest of the week went on pretty much the same with Jongdae trailing after Minseok like a lost puppy, except he would actually showed how annoyed he was whenever someone decided to be close to Minseok. Even Exo members started to notice Jongdae's odd behavior.
"I think you should talk to him hyung..." Yixing stated when he and Minseok sat down for a cup of juice. "He's kinda weird and he looks like he wanted to kill me every time i talk to you"
"No he doesn't ..." Minseok said, taking a sip of his juice, obviously not knowing how scary Jongdae could be.
"Oh yes he does" Came Kris from behind, "It was like he was plotting something in his head whenever someone talks to you .... i'm actually kinda scared to talk to you right now"
Minseok frowned. He knew that Jongdae had been following him around a lot lately but he didn't know Jongdae had been acting like that too. He wasn't gonna ask but since his members were uncomfortable with the situation, he decided to take the initiative.
"Alright, i'll talk to him"
"Okay spill Jongdae, what's going on?"
Minseok was sitting on his bed with with his arms folded at his chest and Jongdae was standing a few feet away from him. He had successfully get Jongdae to talk to him alone, which wasn't really a hard thing to do, considered Jongdae was so clingy.
Jongdae tilted his head to the side in a questioning manner, "What do you mean hyung?"
"What's up with you lately? You've been following me around and being hostile toward our band mates. Why?"
Jongdae bit his lips and looked down at his shirt, his fingers fidgeting as his body swayed slightly.
"Jongdae ...?" Minseok asked, waiting patiently for an answer.
It took Minseok a while to notice that Jongdae was crying. Upon seeing a tear, Minseok panicked and ran toward the main vocalist, arms draped around his petite body and rocking their bodies slightly in order to calm him down.
"Jongdae, why are you crying?"
"I'm sorry hyung ..." Jongdae sniffed. "I'm sorry i made you uncomfortable"
Minseok frowned, "You didn't make me uncomfortable ... i just want to know why you've been so hostile toward our members ..." Minseok explained as he continued patting Jongdae's back.
"I'm sorry hyung ... I didn't mean to ... it's just ..." He muttered and continued to sniff, "I-I just didn't want to share you with anyone ... I love you hyung ..."
Jongdae had a crush on Minseok ever since their trainee days, no one knew about it because Jongdae was very good at masking his emotions. But his feelings for the eldest grew bigger as they spent more times with each other everyday and it was getting harder to control. He knew he was being selfish but he couldn't bare to see Minseok being so close to everyone else, it made him felt jealous and not special enough.
A smile tugged at Minseok's lips as he pulled gently away and wiped Jongdae's tears, "You silly goose, you know i love you too"
Jongdae sniffed and shook his head, "It's not like that hyung ...." He paused and stares straight into Minseok's eyes, "I'm in love with you"
"Oh...." Was all Minseok could spit out after a long moment on silence. Well, that was unexpected.
"I've been for a long time ..." Jongdae continued on, averting his eyes away from Minseok and down to his bare feet instead. "I-it's just ... so hard for me to see you being so close to everyone else. I just want you for myself... I know i'm really selfish ..."
"Jongdae ..." Minseok whispered but Jongdae ignored him and went on,
"You were the one that understand me most, i just feel so lost whenever you're not around ... A-and -"
"Jongdae ...."
"- You're always there for me and look out for me ... and .. gosh, i love you hyung ..."
"Jongdae -"
Jongdae began to cry again as he laughed bitterly, "Now i'm really making you uncomfortable aren't i? You're not even talking ..."
Minseok chuckled and gripped Jongdae's arms, "I'm not talking because you won't let me talk" He sighed, "Jongdae look at me"
"No ..." He mumbled and shook his head slightly.
"Jongdae" Minseok repeated. "Look at me"
When Jongdae refused again, Minseok got a hold of his chin and lifted his head up, "You need to look at me, calm down and stop crying"
Jongdae finally obeyed and chewed on his bottom lips nervously, Minseok gave him a stern glance before he spoke up.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
Jongdae pursed his lips and blinked, "I didn't want to make you uncomfortable and not talking to me .... like right now ... i mean it's okay now if you want to start ignoring me - well no, it's not okay, it'll hurt like hell but at least i spent a lot of good times by your side -"
"Jongdae, let me talk will you?"
"Sorry"
"You're not making me uncomfortable, i am not going to ignore you and thank you for telling me. Because -" Minseok took in a deep breath and Jongdae unconsciously chewed the sides of his cheeks, waiting for whatever Minseok was about to say.
"I'm in love with you too"
Jongdae froze. He didn't expect that at all, he expected Minseok to push him away and tell him how disgusting it is, or how he only sees Jongdae as a brother but no. He had to go and said the thing that Jongdae wish for so long to hear yet never even dreamed of it.
"w-what ... b-b-ut ... you never ... what-"
Minseok shrugged, understanding what Jongdae was trying to say, "I guess i didn't want to make you uncomfortable either ..."
Jongdae frowned, "Hyung, please don't play with me .... it's not funny"
"Who says i'm playing?" Minseok smirked before leaning closer and pressed his lips slightly against Jongdae, Jongdae let out a small squeak of surprise and a small whine when Minseok pulled away.
"Believe me now?"
Jongdae shook his head, "No, i think you have to do it again"
Minseok laughed and closed the gaps between them once more. This time a little - actually, much- longer than before. His fingers knitted in Jongdae's hair while Jongdae's arms draped around his waist, holding their bodies closer. Jongdae parted his lips, allowing Minseok to enter his cavern and Minseok took the opportunity to explore every inch of Jongdae's mouth, he wasn't gonna lie, Minseok absolutely loved it and so did Jongdae based on the sounds he he made and how he clung onto Minseok. They both felt a heave of disappointment when they had to part for air.
Minseok rested his forehead against Jongdae's while his hands cupping Jongdae's face. A smile formed on his face as he looked at Jongdae lovingly, "Believe me now?"
Jongdae smile shyly and nodded, he paused for a few seconds before he gained all his courage to ask, "Hyung ... will you be mine? And mine only?"
Minseok chuckled, "Only if you promise to stop being mean to everyone else"
"I promise"
"Okay, i'll be yours and yours only" Minseok gave Jongdae a quick peck before pulling away.
That night, they kicked Tao over to Kris's room. Jongdae ended up cuddling in Minseok's arms while the eldest running his finger through Jongdae's hair. They shared a few, or a lot of kisses and fell asleep with their legs tangled together under the thick blanket.
DATE:Wednesday, October 31, 2012
TIME:{2:27 AM }
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