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Messed up - Krishan | Lukris
Warning : Lots of cussing
Loud crashing noises were coming from a certain room in Exo M's dorm. The members just flinched and sighed every time they hear something break. Screaming, cursing and hurtful words were being exchanged and everyone could only quietly hope it would be over.
"They're at it again" Yixing commented as he let out a long sigh.
"Should we do something?" Tao asked, looking at his members for their consents but everyone only shrugged and sighed.
"There's nothing we can do, let's just hope they figure it out themselves" Minseok, the eldest said, patting Tao's back to comfort the maknae a bit.
"I'm really tired of them fighting all the times" Jongdae groaned, burying his face in his palms, "They're so messed up"
"I hate you!" They could hear Luhan screamed and something was being thrown against the wall. Everyone bit their lips nervously, not knowing what to do.
It had always been like this at Exo-M's dorm. Ever since Kris and Luhan got together, or at least made it official, everyone had suspect something was going on between the two for a while but they only made it official 5 months ago. At first it started with just simple fights, couple stuffs but then it got worse with all the shoving and one of them would end up crying, broken items would scatter all around the floor. Sometimes the members would notice bruises on Kris's and Luhan's bodies from all the pushing and falling. But today was different though, there was a dark aura going around and it didn't seem like their normal fights.
Everyone was tired of it and it wasn't like no one tried to talk to them before, but every time they would just dismissed it by saying ,"It's just couple stuffs, don't worry about it". Other times, they would get mad and refused to listen. What annoyed everyone most was that they hardly ever talk about their problems. They would fight, someone would get hurt and they would end up together again. It was one of those messed up and sick relationships, where they hate each other just as much as they love each other. No one knew what to do or what to say because it seemed like nothing really mattered to them.
"Let's just break up then!" Kris shouted and everyone gasped. Part of them were relieved but another part was disappointed and sad for their friends.
"Fine, let's just break up"
Everything went quiet after Luhan spoke.
Everyone stiffened when the door suddenly burst open and an angry Luhan walked out with red and puffy eyes, tears were still evidenced on his face.
"Lu hyung -" Tao tried to call for him but was greeted with the sound of the door slamming and Luhan was no longer in sight.
Everyone sighed and lowered their heads.
"Yixing, why don't you go check on Kris. I'll go check on Luhan" Minseok ordered and Yixing obliged.
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Yixing was shocked when he stepped into Kris's room. Pillows were torn, broken glasses on the floor, Kris's drawer was knocked over and his facial creams were everywhere. Yixing gasped when he noticed Kris's injured hand, blood was running down but Kris showed no expression and Yixing knew Kris had truly broken down.
In the other room, Luhan was a crying mess and all Minseok could do was hugging his best friend tightly in his arms, rocking him back and forth to comfort him but it didn't seem to help much. It hurt Minseok to see him like this, actually it hurt him to see any of them like this. They were like family to him and Minseok felt so hopeless. Being the oldest, he was supposed to be the wisest, yet he didn't know what to do.
"He just makes me hate him so much - " Kris broke down when Yixing held him closely, patting him slightly here and there.
"- But then i also love him so much" Luhan sobbed into Minseok's chest and the older man nodded.
Out in the living room, Jongdae and Tao were hugging each other, trying to comfort one another and hoping for all of this to go away.
It was dinner time and both Kris and Luhan had asked to be left alone and everyone reluctantly agreed, Yixing was worried for their well-being and so were everyone else but they didn't know what else to do.
"Hyung... How are we going to fix this?" Jongdae blinked and looked at Minseok hopelessly.
Minseok could only sighed as he put the bowl of food down, "I don't think we can ... they need to solve this themselves"
"How are they gonna do that?" Tao asked, "Did they really break up for real?"
"It seems like it ..." Minseok mumbled, "Plus, I don't think it's any of our business"
"But hyung -"
"Tao, you should eat your food. It's getting cold"
Weeks passed by and the two refused to talk to each other, they wouldn't even look at each other. They would hide in their rooms and wouldn't come out unless they had to and during interviews they would try to stay as far away from each other as possible. Everyone could see the pain in their eyes whenever they happened to make small contacts, but no one dared to say anything. Worse of all, they were like zombies back at home, always walking mindlessly and were unfocused and it made the members cringed.
Tao was on the verge of losing it and so was Jongdae. All Minseok and Yixing could do was taking the youngest members out to free their minds. They were also hoping Kris and Luhan could work out their issues.
"Do you think it's a good idea to leave them at home like that?" Yixing whispered into Minseok's ear, trying not to let the other two hear.
Minseok shrugged, "I honestly don't know ... I hope they can work out their problems .... or well, just stay in their rooms until we come back ..."
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Kris groaned as he sat up on his bed, scratching his head and looked around. The loud noise coming from his stomach had woke him up from his nap. He stretched his arms above his head as he stood up and headed toward the kitchen, he realized that he had gotten a lot skinnier after the bad break up but he couldn't really eat. Kris opened the fridge and found some fried rice with a sticky notes on the plate that said "Luhan - Or Kris, if you guys are hungry just warm this up and eat. We're going out, be back in a bit. - Minseok"
Kris felt bad, he knew he hadn't been a good leader for the past few weeks but the bad break up was really getting to him. He couldn't seem to focus on anything, everything seemed to remind him of Luhan and it hurt, so bad . Speaking of Luhan, Kris didn't even noticed his former lover until he heard some foot steps and the sound of the door slamming. Kris snapped out of his thought and glanced over to the origin of the noise to find Luhan with a can of beer in his hand, leaning against the wall while kicking his shoes off. His face was red and his eyes were puffy. Kris froze when Luhan looked up and their eyes met.
Kris had expected Luhan to walk away and acted like he wasn't there as usual but to his surprise, Luhan was walking slowly toward him, the bottle of beer still in his hand and tears were running down his face.
"You bastard" Luhan cried, pointing his finger at Kris, "Why do you always hurt me?"
Kris stood still as he stared at Luhan, all of a sudden he was no longer hungry.
"Why?" Luhan sobbed as he got closer to Kris, "I love you so much but you always hurt me! What's wrong with you?"
Unknowingly, Kris had started crying too. Luhan was now standing right in front of him, his cheeks were wet because of the tears and his eyes were even puffier than before.
"What's wrong with me?" Kris choked out, "What's wrong with you?"
Luhan scoffed, "Don't try to pin this on me!"
"All you ever did was getting mad at me over everything! Even the stupidest shit. It was like i wasn't good enough" Kris hissed.
"Me? If you weren't being such a fucking whore around everyone ..." Luhan shouted as he pushed Kris back.
"You were always so jealous of everyone around me!" Kris screamed back, "You didn't fucking trust me Luhan!"
Luhan cried harder, "I was only jealous because i fucking love you so much that i was so afraid of losing you!"
Kris bit his lips as he stared at Luhan crying before him. Everything just hurt so much.
"But you ..." Luhan went on, waving the can in front of Kris's face, "You didn't love me like i loved you!"
"Don't you fucking dare say that Luhan...." Kris's face was getting redder from all the anger. He was truly angry this time, if anything, he was sure he loved Luhan more then Luhan loved him.
"You didn't care who i was hanging out with, you didn't care if anyone tried to hit on me ..." Luhan shook his head and poked Kris's chest, "You didn't give a shit about me ..."
Kris lost it, he grabbed Luhan's face and pulled him in for a passionate kiss. He roughly attacked Luhan's lips with his own, nibbling on the other man's lips making him whimper in return. He slowly pulled away and their faces were inches away from each other.
"It was only because i trusted you" Kris breathed out, "I fucking loved you Luhan .... and i still do ..."
Luhan closed his eyes and felt Kris's breath on his face.
"So much ..." Kris choked, "So fucking much, you have no idea"
This time it was Luhan's turn. He threw the can of beer aside and grabbed a handful of Kris's hair and crashed their lips together. He was so desperate to feel Kris inside of his mouth, he missed the feeling, he missed Kris, he missed everything. His body relaxed when he felt Kris's arm wrapped around his waist, bringing him closer and he let his hands wander around Kris's body. They pulled away unwillingly when they ran out of air, their foreheads rested against each other and they both stared in each other's eyes and there were so much yearning.
"I love you ..." Luhan whimpered, more tears escaped from the corners of his eyes, "So much ..."
"And i love you" Kris responded before placing his lips on Luhan once more.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" They both muttered as Kris placed butterfly kisses all over Luhan's face, his chin, his neck and back up to his ear lobe.
The members came back just in time to witness the intimate moment between their band mates.
"Well, looks like they solved the problem ..." Yixing grinned, "Jongdae, i guess we're roommates tonight"
Minseok faked a few coughs in order to get the couple's attention but it seemed like they didn't notice or maybe didn't even care, because they kept on kissing each other and releasing unnatural sounds that made everyone a bit uncomfortable.
"Well, this is kinda awkward...." Minseok said, grabbing Tao's hand and led him to their bedroom, "C'mon Tao, i don't want you to see those kind of things"
"Roomie, we should leave them alone too" Yixing grinned and both walked to Jongdae's room.
"Gosh, i love you" Kris and Luhan said breathlessly when they finally pulled away for a short moment, looking into each other's eyes and they could feel the sincerity from the other and they realized how much they needed each other no matter how messed up their relationship may seemed.
DATE:Saturday, October 20, 2012
TIME:{12:20 AM }
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