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Confession Layhan | Lulay
Yixing had too much on his mind. First, he had to memorized all the new moves for Exo's comeback, it wasn't a hard thing considered Yixing being one of main dancer, but all of the stress was getting to him. Second, Yixing was homesick, you'd think he would get used to it based on the years he spent training in Korea. Third, he was in love, with one of his band mate no less. It was too much for him to handle, he had never been in love, yet his first time had to be with a guy.
Yixing needed this, he needed something that can help him clear his mind. He figured a few bottles of soju would do the job. And that's what he did. Snuck out in the middle of the night, wandering around the empty street of Seoul with bottles of soju in his hands. Yixing freed his mind and let his feet take him wherever, he exhaled loudly when his feet could no longer walk, Yixing then decided to sit down on the green grass near a children park that was slightly damp because of the sprinkler.
"What do you think you're doing?" Yixing's head jerked toward the direction of the voice. He dropped the bottle of soju in his hand as he stared at the person, "L..luhan hyung"
Luhan just folded his arms and stared at Yixing, his expression was unreadable. His eyes furrowed and there was a hint of concern in his eyes. Luhan bit his lips and sighed as he sat down next to Yixing, "What the hell are you doing out here at this time?"
"I could ask you the same" Yixing scoffed, turning away from Luhan.
Luhan rolled his eyes and rested his arms on his knees, "If it wasn't for you i wouldn't be here"
"What do you mean?" Yixing asked, he brought the bottle of soju to his mouth but was smacked away by Luhan, "Wait, did you follow me?"
Luhan didn't answer, instead, he took the bottle from Yixing and took a sip, "So" Luhan exhaled loudly, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing" Yixing shrugged, snatching the bottle back.
The two stayed quiet for a while until Luhan spoke up, "You know... It's not that bad"
"What is?" Yixing replied quietly, his eyes fixing on the stars above them.
"Being... gay" Luhan smiled bitterly, taking another sip of Yixing's beverage.
Yixing nearly choked on his own saliva, his eyes widened and he stared at Luhan nervously, "W..what are you talking about?" He stuttered.
Luhan turned over to face Yixing, a small bitter smile still presented on his face, "Save it"
Yixing sighed, almost relieved. It wasn't a bad thing that Luhan found out. It saved him the whole "Awkward, i'm gay confession". Yixing looked away from Luhan, playing with the bottle in his hand, "H-how did you know?"
Luhan chuckled quietly, "You forgot to delete your browser history"
"W-what?" Yixing blinked. He had been spending the last few weeks searching and finding answers for this whole gayness thing. His browser history was probably filled with "I'm gay, what should i do?" "How do you know if you're gay?" and a whole bunch of other questions.
"Wait, did you use my laptop?" Yixing raised an eyebrow, looking at Luhan who then scratched his head nervously, "Long story" His eyes then averted to the sky, his hands on the grass, supporting his whole body, "So, who is it?"
"Who is what?" Yixing frowned.
"Who made you realize?"
"Huh?" Yixing's face scrunched up, looking up at Luhan with confusions written all over his face.
Luhan sighed and shook his head, "Seriously Yixing, i know you're usually slow and all but i didn't expect you to be this slow"
Yixing frowned and pushed Luhan's arm playfully in which Luhan replied with giggles.
"Seriously, who is it?" Luhan turned over to Yixing and their eyes met. They stared at each other for a moment before Yixing broke the contact awkwardly.
"So?" Luhan continued on.
"It's ..." Yixing sighed. He wasn't ready for that. Hell, he wasn't even ready to face this whole liking a guy thing, he obviously wasn't ready to confess.
"Is it someone i know?"Luhan asked, his head turned toward the sky once again.
"Yeah" Yixing mumbled quietly.
"Exo?"
"Uhm"
"M?"
"Why are you asking so many questions hyung?"
Luhan ignored Yixing's obvious sign of annoyance and turned to face the younger again, his eyes filled with curiosity, "Is it Kris? Minseok? Jongdae? Tao?" He asked, in which Yixing only replied by frowning.
"Or it it me?" He joked. Yixing's face softened. Luhan's eyes widened and his mouth formed a small O shape when he noticed Yixing's sudden change of expression.
Luhan gasped, covering his mouth with his hand, "Is it me?"
Yixing didn't answer. He lowered his head and played with the grass beneath him. At times like this, Yixing was glad he chose to go out at night, or else Luhan would've noticed his red face.
"Yixing" Luhan called out softly.
No answer from Yixing.
"Hey" Luhan whispered, lifting Yixing's chin up with his finger, "Answer me"
Yixing sighed and bit his lower lip as he nodded, "Yes, it's you hyung ..."
"Oh..." Luhan looked away, for some reason he felt nervous, "So... when?"
"I-I don't know hyung" Yixing stammered, looking down at the grass, "But.. it's okay if you don't feel like that toward me.... I understand"
Luhan chuckled, "Yixing-ah"
Yixing looked up and to his surprise, Luhan's face was only a few inches away from his. Before he got the chance to react, Luhan crashed their lips together. He swore he saw Luhan smirked before their lips touched. It was not much, but to Yixing, it was magical.
"H-hyung ..." Yixing brought his fingers up to his lips, staring at a smiling Luhan.
"Why so surprised Yixing? Don't tell me that was your first -" Luhan gasped when he saw how embarrassed Yixing was, "It was your first?"
Yixing bit his lips and nodded.
"I'm sorry Yixing.. I-I didn't know ..." Luhan reached out and held Yixing's hand.
Yixing took the opportunity to lean in and pressed his lips again Luhan, holding it there a bit longer than before. He finally pulled away and smiled "Now we're even"
Luhan giggled and ruffled Yixing's hair, "You little rascal"
"Don't act like you didn't like it" Yixing teased.
"Since when did you become so bold? You were so shy a minute ago" Luhan scoffed.
The two shared a quick laugh.
Yixing then got a hold of Luhan's hand and looked in his eyes nervously, "So.. hyung.... are we ...."
Luhan smiled, understanding what Yixing wanted to say, he gave Yixing's hand and soft squeeze, "We are if you want us to...." Luhan paused a second and caressed the back of Yixing's hand with his thumb, "Well, do you?"
Yixing puffed out his cheeks and nodded slowly.
"Good" Luhan grinned and intertwined their fingers, "It's late, Let's get back"
DATE:Sunday, September 23, 2012
TIME:{12:54 AM }
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