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Don't say goodbye
Aerin breathed in the fresh air around her as she was walking home from work. Her arms flapped around, a grin formed on her face as she felt the cold air against her skin. She stopped on the spot as she noticed a man on his knees with can of beers around him. She walked slowly toward the man but he paid no attention to her. He was in deep thought as tears were running down his face.
"Hello ? Are you okay?"
- The Present -
"Where are you going?" She asks
Her boyfriend just stares at her and shrugs, "Out with my friends"
"But it's late" She tries to stop him but he's long gone.
She sighs as she looks at their photos together, memories come back when she picks up the picture she took of him when they first met.
- The Past -
"Such a beautiful man" She thought as she stared at the guy sleeping on her couch. She took out a camera and capture his peaceful face but the flash woke him up.
"Where am i?" He asked as he rubbed his eyes
"My house, you were so drunk when i found you yesterday. I didn't know where to send you so i brought you back here" She explained
"Oh, I'm sorry for the trouble" He apologized and stood up but only to fall back down.
"You should rest some more" She said, "Take some medicine it'll help you feel better"
"Thanks"
"I'm Aerin by the way" She smiled
"Kris"
- The Present -
She stays up all night to wait for him, her body jerks as she hears the sound of the keys.
"Kris,you're home" She greets her half drunk boyfriend
"Why are you still up?" He asks
"I was worried" She walks up to him and smiles as she hugs him, "Let's go to sleep"
His body is tense to her touch, "Why don't you go in first. I'm gonna wash up"
Her smile quickly disappears as she can feel the distant between them. She nods and goes to their bedroom. She waits and waits for him only to finds out that he has fallen asleep on the couch.
- The Past -
"My girlfriend left me to pursue her career as an actress" He explained as he was eating the soup she made, "This is very delicious by the way"
"Thanks" She smiled
She could tell by the look on his face that he was very heart broken. She just felt the need to comfort him, she knew it was stupid when she reached out for his hand.
"You know, everything will be alright"
- The Present -
"Hey baby, feeling okay?" She sits down next to her boyfriend and places her hand on his arm.
"Yeah, just a hang over that's all"
"I made you some soup" She hands over a bowl of hot soup that she woke up early in the morning to make.
"Thanks Aerin"
He calls her Aerin. Not baby, or babe like i usually does. Just Aerin. She can feel her heart sinks to her stomach but she puts on a fake smile, "You're welcome baby"
- The Past -
"Hey baby" His arms wrapped around her waist and he pull her closer him him
"What did you just call me?" She blushed at his words
He leaned in and whispered in her ears, "Baby"
She giggled as she felt his warm breath on her ears, "Baby?"
"Yeah, you're my baby"
- The Present -
Everything changed ever since she came back to his life. Using her gorgeous smile and his own weaknesses against him. Aerin knows she has no chance against Yerin, Kris' ex girl friend.
She knows that they've been meeting behind her back that's why he's been acting so strange toward her. She knows well enough that Kris' feelings for Yerin never went away. There isn't anything she can do to change Kris' mind. She isn't in the position to take over Yerin's spot in his heart. All she can do right now is to fake a smile.
"Hey baby -" She greets Kris as he walks through the door but he cuts her off with something she already knew ,"Yerin's back"
"Hey baby -" She greets Kris as he walks through the door but he cuts her off with something she already knew ,"Yerin's back"
- The Past -
2 years after they became a couple, Aerin was walking home with the groceries bags in her hands. Smiled happily on the way, excited to celebrate her anniversary with her boyfriend, Kris. An unpleasant sight stopped her on the spot.
"Yerin" Kris said. Pain was written all over his face, angers were in his eyes yet one can tell he had deep feeling for the girl in front of him.
"Kris, i still love you" The girl reached out her hands and cupped his face
He closed his eyes as he felt her skin against his, "I missed you" The words escaped his mouth.
Aerin loosened her grip, letting the groceries dropped on the ground. Tears ran down her face and she knew she was losing him.
"Yerin" Kris said. Pain was written all over his face, angers were in his eyes yet one can tell he had deep feeling for the girl in front of him.
"Kris, i still love you" The girl reached out her hands and cupped his face
He closed his eyes as he felt her skin against his, "I missed you" The words escaped his mouth.
Aerin loosened her grip, letting the groceries dropped on the ground. Tears ran down her face and she knew she was losing him.
- The Present -
"Oh, that's ... great, are you two still friends .... ?" She fakes a smile
"Aerin ...." He starts but she cuts him off with another fake laugh, "Baby, maybe we should invite her over "
"Aerin ... " He sighs
"Oh, does she have a boyfriend now? We should invite him over too" She goes on
"Aerin, stop ...."
"Oh baby, i forgot i have to go pick up some stuffs. I'll see you later" She quickly gives him a long and passionate kiss, it might have been her last one with him. She runs out the door before he has the chance to hold her back.
Crying as she walks on the street of Seoul, not knowing what to do. Hoping, wishing, and praying Yerin would go away, she just wants all of this to go away. She cries harder as the thought of losing her boyfriend pops up. Not caring if people are staring, she's about to lose her boyfriend yet she can't do anything.
- The Past -
"Happy anniversary baby" She smiled as she lit up the candles
"Yeah, happy anniversary" He forced out a smile
"Did you meet up with anyone today?" She looked at him nervously
"Uhm you know, just the usual. Nothing special" He avoided her her eyes
He lied. He just lied to her. She tried hard to hold back the tears. From then on she knew nothing would ever be the same. Kris was not hers anymore, his body was there with her but she knew his mind and heart was with someone else.
- The Present -
After walking for hours. She decides to head back, hoping Kris would be asleep by now. She opens the door quietly and finds him on the couch waiting for her. His luggage is all packed and ready to go. She can feel the tears wanting to get out.
"Aerin-ah, we need to talk"
"Can we do that later ? I'm really tired" She walks past him but he grabs her wrist and pulls her down
"Yerin is back ... and I .... "
"Please don't" She interrupts, not ready to deal with that he's about to say, "Just please don't say it"
"Aerin ... I'm sorry" He whispers
"Please Kris, i love you" Tears fall slowly on her face as she grabs his hands, "Please don't do this"
He pushes her hands away and stands up but she holds onto his arms, "Kris ... please"
"Aerin ... Don't do this" He grabs his luggage and heads to the door
Aerin crawls on the floor and begs, "Kris please .... Don't"
"Goodbye" He looks back at her one last time and closes the door behind him, leaving hopeless Aerin crying her heart out on the floor.
"Don't say goodbye ... I love you" She mumbles as she stares at the door. Hoping he would walk back in any minutes and tell her it's all just a joke. A sick joke. But no sign of him, he's gone, he's back in Yerin's arm and will never come back to Aerin anymore. She holds the photo of him against her chest and cries at the thought of him being happy with another girl. She lost him.
"Can we do that later ? I'm really tired" She walks past him but he grabs her wrist and pulls her down
"Yerin is back ... and I .... "
"Please don't" She interrupts, not ready to deal with that he's about to say, "Just please don't say it"
"Aerin ... I'm sorry" He whispers
"Please Kris, i love you" Tears fall slowly on her face as she grabs his hands, "Please don't do this"
He pushes her hands away and stands up but she holds onto his arms, "Kris ... please"
"Aerin ... Don't do this" He grabs his luggage and heads to the door
Aerin crawls on the floor and begs, "Kris please .... Don't"
"Goodbye" He looks back at her one last time and closes the door behind him, leaving hopeless Aerin crying her heart out on the floor.
"Don't say goodbye ... I love you" She mumbles as she stares at the door. Hoping he would walk back in any minutes and tell her it's all just a joke. A sick joke. But no sign of him, he's gone, he's back in Yerin's arm and will never come back to Aerin anymore. She holds the photo of him against her chest and cries at the thought of him being happy with another girl. She lost him.
DATE:Sunday, July 15, 2012
TIME:{9:29 PM }
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